Path clearing ….

Surrounded by the dense winter thicket left from last cycle’s growth

Have kept moving …scrambling over and through

The odd bramble pulling ….catching ….

Stubborn pride …..the rebellious streak….INSISTING on going this way

Chinks of turquoise ….dappled through the branches …..confirmation that YEP this is right …..keep pushing foreward

But the branches got thicker and thicker …..stumbling ….tripping ….ripping

And now? ……..IMPASSE!!!

The halt

It’s all around …

Have done my best …have I? …..well ….within my limitations ….maybe ……should I have pushed harder? ….tho rebellious not pushy …..prefer peace overall

So here I sit ….not battle worn strangely …..that’s gone ….out of my hands …..strangely peaceful

Dense thicket forward ….back …..up ……and all around

But I’ve heard the chainsaws hum in the distance for a while now …..

Here as I sit ……..its getting closer …..but which direction? ……

Louder and LOUDER …….

The month of March …the start of natures new cycle …by the end of March it WILL have started

As they become a deafening roar they WILL break through ……shall I then make a dash for it like a moth to a light ……dancing and flitting for a while, bashing into the shade before returning to the thicket …..or will the path be made clear ahead ……and THEN?

Gosh I don’t know ….never was good at strategy……

Hoping to start moving foreward on the now less than 2 year plan …..but we’ll see

For now weirdly peaceful ….trapped in the thicket ….

The chainsaws humming

And ….yes ….yes I know ….should NOT be blogging at this moment in time but hey …..got to do SOMETHING in and among …here in the thicket:D:D:D

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